I hate smiling, Because it’s always fake. I hate laughing, Because it’s always empty. I hate this heart,

Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist

What is the most painful word? Is it hate? That abject raging emotion that… Hate can be fulfilled, one way or… Or maybe it’s sadness?

Writing poetry at 4 am Is not as romantic as the poets sa… It is not with love I write Or hatred It is neither

Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than

They scream He cries She laughs Sound can be a powerful thing Songs can touch the heart

Tossing and turning in bed Whilst dark thoughts crawl in my h… Finding it impossible to fall asle… As the madness begins to creep Like a serpent slithering

Your inability to see What’s killing me Endlessly This is my destiny A loop of death