My name is emma giddings.  I am a horrorjunkie, and I love music.
I was diagnosed with panic disorder, and it has been an inspiration to a lot of my writing, seeing as it made me quite depressed.
I am very dark, and I love that about myself. I also love dark people, with a morbid sense of humor.  
I used to self mutilate quite a bit.  It seemed like an addiction, and sometimes it seems like I'm about to relapse.  It is one of my major struggles. Yet, I tell people I am over it.
I drink maybe more than I should.
I'm still trying to find myself. Writing helps a lot with this.
I feel less alone when I write... I feel like someone is listening. Like someone understands.
I'm not a sad person per say.  Just dark.  I don't hate my life...but like everyone, I think it could be better.
I've started to hate my body.
My idols include: Stephen King, Joan Jett, and Dee Snider.
I love classic rock, punk, and thrash metal.
I hope people read my poems...and feel something...and if they do, I hope they let me know.