PET
At this point I’m so done with love
The idea that you can have someone to contiously hold
Isn’t the easy to grasp
When it’s the last or the last chances you gave
What do I have to do
To impressed you
To possess you
To claim a heart
That I’ve give mine for
Another reason yet another door
I’m so used to being alone
In a world that makes you isolated
And I’ve debated if I should stay alone
Or try again.
Reaching out to an old friend
Offering him my hand
Just to feel like I’m worth something
Maybe that’s the only way I’d ever get a wedding ring
By laying down
Like the good bitch that I am
What’s sad is
I always thought when I was a dom
That I was on the other end of the lead
But honestly now I can see
Every ex who used me
Was really just saying heel.
