I drowned in your eyes
If only you could of loved me
Like I so deeply had started to
I loved you.
When I first said it in my bed
Out of my head on oragasmic tension
That had grown
In the throne that was my lap
And your face in which you drank from my cup
A moaned sign of a lover lullaby
How I adored you
My king.
And you although feminine in some ways where so much more than my girlfriend
I wish it didn’t hurt so
How you threw me away
How you unmasked me with a promise
That I was all you ever wanted
And when I asked
Heartbroken
Was it because I was like her
And you said no but that you still liked her
Loved her.
How betrayed I felt to know...
Even to you
My gf I wasn’t the only person
The only idol
The only goddess
You prayed to
While I was weighted down
Like a mafia styled outing
In the lake
With toe tags tied to the cinderblocks
How I struggle even now to keep my head up
Unmasked showing I’m worthy of love.
Even if some class me a burden, a choir
I will be loved I will be adored
It’s just not by you anymore.
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