Break the silence
You let me in
I admitted I was scared
Finally I might win
I might get you back here.
You spoke today the first real conversation in almost a month not a text declaring life is shit
Or that you where fine
A conversation about my ct scan my birthday
You didn’t once ask if I was fine...
You spoke about Vikings things just seemed like basic lines.
Don’t you know I think about you all the time
See you in every person I pass.
Its my birthday in a few hours
And all I want is you....
To be cleared of this holding they have over you.
To be here, being loved and loving you back.
I want to back track...
Let people judge me for staying all they like
If you are innocent
Can it be like old times?
Tell me darling,
Everything will be fine.
