Perjurer
2005
Now do you feel better, that you broke your own law?
Well my lifes just so much better, when my mind travels too far...
In the jaws of death only, you get rid of your wrath
Youre a loner, a stoner and it makes me laugh...
Jawbreakers and wine, wheres my equilibrium?
Like a rabbit I stumble into my cave so divine
But interferences occur, woven hands pinch me in dreams
theres so much more of you inside of me than it seems
State of mind which I prefer, scream at me and I dont care
let my fears all fade and blur, let the music forever blare
Oesophagus emptiness, nothing eatable handy
wont you provide me, sweet loneliness, my sacrosanct candy?
Cant stop the float of words, cause youll never know how much it hurts
being a fiend, a whore, and knowing youll be it forever more
Defective by default, delirious assaults
Auspices in the attic about my life apparatus “automatic”
Perjurer, addict, just look at yourself
Immature and reckless, you gamble away your health
My life is but a bitch, Im stigmatized, you let me stifle
stoic stitch of spinal strays, while I read my neon bible
Still it marks the beginning of a new era
last time I couldnt see myself in the mirror
New ideals, new friends, old manners, own style
I hope this never ends, just like the fume I exhale
Hymns and wishes, a full bladder
now let me laconically get rid of the latter
and yes I feel better, cause Ive been to the core
but its good to hold your hand in the torrent offshore
