#Americans #XXCentury #1973 #BurningInWaterDrowningInFlame #ItCatchesMyHeartInItsHands
here I’m supposed to be a great po… and I’m sleepy in the afternoon here I am aware of death like a gi… charging at me and I’m sleepy in the afternoon
I suppose so. I was living in an attic in Phila… it became very hot in the summer a… bars. I didn’t have any money and… I put a small ad in the paper and…
I sit here on the 2nd floor hunched over in yellow pajamas still pretending to be a writer.
the flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break
waiting for death like a cat that will jump on the bed I am so very sorry for
in the men’s room at the track this boy of about 7 or 8 years old came out of a stall
I had worked my charms on her for a couple of nights in a bar— not that we were new lovers, I had loved her for 16 months but she didn’t want to come to my…
there’s Barry in his ripped walkin… he’s on Thorazine is 24 looks 38 lives with his mother in the same
I went into the bends. I got drunker and stayed drunker than a shit skunk in Purgatory. I even had the butcher knife against my throat one night in the kitchen and then I thought, easy,...
On the elevator up, I was the only white man there. It seemed strange. They talked about the riots, not looking at me. “Jesus,” said a coal black guy, "it’s really something. These guys...
We continued drinking. Cecelia had just one more and stopped. “I want to go out and look at the moon and stars,” she said. “It’s so beautiful out!” She went outside by the swimming pool...
up in northern California he stood in the pulpit and had been reading for some time he had been reading poems about nature and the goodness
sitting with the professors we talk about Allen Tate and John Crow Ransom the rugs are clean and the coffeetables shine
she’s young, she said, but look at me, I have pretty ankl… and look at my wrists, I have pret… wrists my god,
I can see myself now after all these suicide days and n… being wheeled out of one of those… (of course, this is only if I get… by a subnormal and bored nurse