#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
we like to shower afterwards (I like the water hotter than she) and her face is always soft and peaceful and she’ll wash me first spread the soap over my balls
#1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
They don’t make it the beautiful die in flame— suicide pills, rat poison, rope what— ever... they rip their arms off,
she writes continually like a long nozzle spraying the air,
#1973 #AtTerrorStreetAndAgonyWay #BurningInWaterDrowningInFlame
sleepy now at 4 a.m. hear the siren of a white ambulance,
sometimes you climb out of bed in the mo… I’m not going to make it, but you laugh… remembering all the times you’ve felt th… you walk to the bathroom, do your toilet… in the mirror, oh my oh my oh my, but yo…
I have seen an old man around town recen… carrying an enormous pack. he uses a walking stick and moves up and down the streets with this pack strapped to his back.
Sam the whorehouse man has squeaky shoes and he walks up and down the court squeaking and talking to
#1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
escape from the black widow spider is a miracle as great as art. what a web she can weave slowly drawing you to her she’ll embrace you
listening to Bruckner on the radio wondering why I’m not half mad over the latest breakup with my latest girlfriend wondering why I’m not driving the street…
After nine or ten hours people began getting sleepy and falling into their cases, catching themselves just in time. We were working the zoned mail. If a letter read zone 28 you stuck it...
#1971 #PostOffice
the history of melancholia includes all of us. me, I writhe in dirty sheets while staring at blue walls and nothing.
#1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
I’m not going to die easy; I’ve sat on your suicide beds in some of the worst holes in America,
I read a book about John Dos Passos an… the book once radical—communist John ended up in the Hollywood Hills li… and reading the Wall Street Journal
I drank for the next week. I drank night and day and wrote 25 or 30 mournful poems about lost love. It was Friday night when the phone rang. It was Mercedes. “I got married,” she said, ...
#1978 #Women
let me speak as a friend although the centuries hang between us and neither you nor I can see the moon. be careful less the onion blind the eye