(2013)
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
The air conditioner blows On high And the sound Reminds me of small monsters. A clattering starts
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it