(2013)
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
Eyes are shifting Slowly sifting Through the darkness Of the scrying glass, Hours spent staring
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane