I'll be your punching bag
Why do you feel the need to throw shit at me constantly ... When we seem to be doing okay ... Just like you can’t handle it ... We have to be feeling some type of way? Huh... What’s the point of bringing up past at any chance you get ... What good is that doing to this future you want to have with me? I clearly don’t get it... Change has to comes from you .. I can’t possibly help you if you don’t want to help yourself ... It’s like your ego takes hold and it’s so much greater than you ... You disappear ... & I question Why do you have me here?.. Feeling tormented ... And yes maybe I can leave ... I’ve thought about it but that would be the easy way out ... Can’t be a coward have to man up bout my actions ... Deal with your reactions... Even if they killing me softly ... If only you knew how much power you have over me ...
(2014)
