honestly i dont know why i wrote this or what it means but it makes me feel things so
if i loved you less maybe i could sleep through the ni…
i loved you. i think it’s importan… i stored love for you in places i… i loved you in states of yours tha… i loved you. when you screamed so loud that the…
god lives in a church. so, i’ve been breaking their stain… trying to figure out which one he’…
there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.
i’m building sentences like lego w… but they just aren’t clicking. i’m trying to find just one way, t… the mindfuck i’m going through. it’s not clicking in their brains,
i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,
you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.
i love you and isn’t that it? isn’t that a slur? to say i love you, when your father spilled that
insomnia, violence, puncture wound… a razor, eating your organs raw, a… impatient, obsessive, humiliating.
please don’t leave me. you swing your legs, sitting on th… we used to climb it a lot after sc… are you saying you’d miss me? you… yes, fucking yes, i would.
“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.
we’re dogs at your door, but i’m a mutt and he’s a purebred… he wants the bed and i’ll take the… it’s whatever you want. i’ll be whatever you want.
always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.
“who ruined winter for you?” “i did.”
i’m spilling red wine on your whit… it’s on purpose, just so i can poi… look! we match ‘cause my white shit is already st…