i’m kind of nervous you don’t love… and isn’t that hilarious? when i was so damn scared in the b… that you would love me at all.

i love saying no, and watching men who are not accustomed to hearing… grow mad and confused. betrayed by the idea of me ruining… and not the other way around.

i miss being a kid when the saddes…

“who do you think you look like mo… on a hot august day (as they usual… “your mom or your dad?” you swung back and forth on the wo… i drawled my reply, thick as the a…

it’s embarrassing but, god i love, love, love you i’ll swear on everything i own, and everything i’ve ever wanted that i love you in ways i didn’t t…

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

blurred around the edges took a couple naps today. almost started a fight, then i didn’t and held someone ins… i feel lucid and fluid.

sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

i left you, but you never had the… you walked right out that door wit… you slipped into the cracks of me. you know how mad it drives me? i feel you move around, inside and…

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

just puked up cookie batter; sending my love to illinois.

there’s a swarm of vultures overhe… something is dead.

i laughed out loud. the world didn’t implode.

“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.