Seeing through the rain Life blurred through the memories Seeing through the tears

Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day

I am what I need Light and dark reflect their truth I live in the fire

One night stand you’ve lived A levant always your love I’ll love you again

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death

Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style

A love fades away Your searching comes back empty This time isn’t mine

A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie

Broken, I deserve All that we need, come & gone Runaway angels

Messiah darkness Free will needs its own ruler Right hand general

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Like nobody else Betrayed, broken, bruised, save me Tearing memories Farewell what I’ve done Burned to the core, heart encased