Anna Bialkowski

I Hope You Run Away

Put on your running shoes
            cowboy boots
                        sandals that haven’t walked the beach since July–and go
 
                                                             I don’t have time, I’ll just go barefoot
                                                        The emptiness in my stomach is too strong
 
                                                                                         This used to be your home
            Warm tomato basil soup on the winter solstice,
                          but now it’s been too long
                                             old friends are strangers that walk past
                                                                     the sun scoffs in unfamiliar light.
 
                                                                             I want to go home
                                                                          I just want to go home
 
                                                                                                                But you don’t know where home is.
           So you might as well start running now
                              and one day, you’ll make it
                                              somewhere warm and kind
                                                                 til’ it changes again
                                                        and you’ll have to start running again
 
Right from where you started.
 
 
That night we sat in the restaurant–I laughed until my stomach tied. Alongside the dark highway, the lights on the way led my car through familiar roads. The drive was fast.
                        I want to try and leave a day earlier, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to
My eyes stayed straight on the horizon. So did his. But we sang with George Strait.
                                  If you’re thinking, you want a stranger, I’ll soon be there
In the parking lot of his apartment, we allowed silence to fill the space. Several minutes walked by. He turned to me, opened the passenger side door and stepping out said,
 
 
                                                                                                           I hope you run away.

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