I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
They come and go with us We see them nor hear them We feel them nor
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
Even though the tears fall the misary never fades You hope to last till morning but you feel you’re withering away
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
the wind howls as the water churns and we are tempest tossed in this raging storm the men work hard
they say home is where the heart is but what if you don’t know where
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve