04/12/15
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
As I sit here and cry nobody notices the tears For I hide
I have a word of wisdom Never cross me and my sword For my sword
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
Merry Meet the witches greet by light of the midnight moon To cast their
they say home is where the heart is but what if you don’t know where
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside