08/29/15
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
i wont be falling any time soon i wont come calling on you i’ll stand on my own
I’ve got attitude DAMN right I’ve got attitude! Living in this House with
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
You say you do not fear Me then You do not fear death itself for My soul
they say home is where the heart is but what if you don’t know where
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
people see an outward aperance and think i’m inacent and pure but not once do they look to see the darkness hidden uderneath just because i can make myself
Have you ever had your heart torn in two You don’t even know if the pieces
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”