My heart yearns My memory flooding my head Images gloating of funs to be had Displaying first hand reminders The taste

You look at me Like I’m some prize on display Pride glimmering in your eyes As you smile encouragingly AND

We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget

Sympathetic stares linger On my crumbling face As tears attack Streaming down my cheeks Breaking through the depths of my…

Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different

As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life

The morning sun swings and twirls Drawing in the vacant streets Singing songs of love and joy She tries to wake the dead.

The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.

Unhappy thoughts Replace my good mood Sending my heart fluttering Angrily against my chest Demanding to prove their worth

Looking in the window I’m frozen in place As I watch the scene inside I’m looking at the woman Who claims to be an outsider

Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness

I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice

Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle

My voice vibrates off the empty st… echoing in the night. The glow the street lamps illumina… the brick buildings centuries old Their character leaping from the s…