You live on in my mind
Written: 03/02/16
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…