I wrote this as I posted it... For Nathan
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
Dancing in the night, Eating up what people throw in. It’s impossible for me To act like I’m invisible. I can destroy,
Wyatt, I did so many things so you’d noti… I wore clothes I didn’t like, stuff I wouldn’t wear otherwise, but you still never looked over,
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
I can’t live without you, you’re the only reason my heart
They say you can’t fight fire with… but I would. Because my flame would rise higher than yours could. Because you would be damned, conde…
Fallen idols, another one bites the dust, watch them fall, like a statue
Looking outside, the angels come, rising out of the fire. I wonder where they’re from, as they rise higher and higher. Restless street, quiet night,
Tonight I thought about you The way your face would shine. You used to always tell me That you would forever be mine. But all that changed, late one nig…
Making it hurt, making it bleed, until I feel nothing at all. I just want
Watching you... self-destruct, it hurt me as much as it’s hurting you, I took down
It’s nice, knowing there’s someone… You’re the only one who knows what… And I know you don’t know why I’m… But I loved being able to talk, a… No one else understands why I cry…
When can I see you Again? We only meet in the Hallways And outside before or after
His eyes are as blue as a sapphire… But they only sparkle for me. His smile is the sunshine, Sparkling off the waves. His hair is as black
You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,