I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused! All my feelings are twisted. there’s so many voices shouting to me.
What are you doing!
Stop feeling that way!
I love her, she’s the one for me!
But you can’t have her!
No one could stay!
I feel so lonely!
What am I doing wrong to deserve all of this stress!
I don’t want to feel, but when I can’t feel, the only thing I to do is feel!
So many rules I’ve learned all my life! Why do they restrict me from doing things!
I’m smart, why can’t I figure out what’s wrong with everything!
I hate myself!
I loath myself!
I wish I could end my very existence!
Not die, just not live.
You can’t say that! You’ll scare people!
I don’t want to scare anyone!
I just need to escape!
You’ll never escape!
You’re here forever!
Stop telling yourself you’ll be “better” eventually, you’re stuck!
Help me... someone just save me...