I want to go home Back to being untouched by the wor… Soak in the sun while sweat drople… I want to run across my backyard a… Sit cross cross in the grass and r…

Paper thin and seemingly weightles… It had the power to end me If I chose to hand it that power Some nights I almost gave in I wanted to taste the bitterness o…

Mockery danced off his lips like h… Never thinking twice about the mon… Tears licked her swollen solemn fa… As she cradled her broken body Fearful it might finally seize her

You will understand when you’re ol… Funny because now that I am older I dont understand a damn thing I don’t yet see how the abuse was… How the threats were useful to my…

Every time I think hate you My heart decides otherwise More so when the darkness seeps th… And I lose all control Dragged through the memories

I wanted to be broken for you So you could fix me Pick up the broken pieces Glue them back together One by one

Spring symbolizes growth and heali… Yet here I lay rotting in my swea… Migraines from dehydration Which the sprouting tulips outside… I curl into the heat of my blanket

I don’t feel real enough to care a… Like my body is just taking up spa… I like things but I don’t love th… Minutes turn to hours slipping awa… Mirrors become walls and bedroom c…