T.Bellamy
I'm a mother of two and nanny to a beautiful little princess called Gracie mae
I'm a mother of two and nanny to a beautiful little princess called Gracie mae
I've been married for almost 25 years.
I used to write funny poetry years ago but didn't really have much interest in it, my mum passed away in 2012 and losing her inspired me to write again, I managed to capture a roller coaster of emotion from my family during the first of everything, something I'm very proud to have done as it has helped us with the grieving process.
I write funny poems too which helps to lift us when we're feeling down!!
When you lose someone you love so much it puts life in to perspective and changes you so much, now I see people and situations in a different light and friends I thought I had for life, sadly have not been friends. Never mind hey ho it's their loss!!!!
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