I’ll go to sleep tonight without a smile, dreams of things I fear. Wake in the morning with tear filled eyes and wish I weren’t here. It’s the same everytime, I’m loosing my mind and barely keeping my faith. This world isn’t for me, I wasn’t given a destiny. I just know there isn’t another way. I have not future, I see that now. Everything is crashing down, suffocating me in a world of fear, giving me questions like “why am I here?” I put on a smile and laugh like I mean it, but deep down, I’m barely breathing. I fall to my knees and beg God, please! Take me out of my misery