From the first day from the first smile you held my hand made my life worthwhile never gave up
I don’t know what I want but I know that I need you because I sleep, eat, and breathe you leak into my dreams you,
what is love what is pain by my definition they’re both the same what is misery
I wanted to shed all that you are So i became all that you’re not In a desperate attempt to slay the… as it grows and breathes inside I had to learn to kill my mind
I don’t understand why I feel thi… stuck beneath all this pain you’re just a boy and I’m just a girl so what’s so special about what we…
Daddy did you know, that your little girls alone daddy did you hear? all her cries of pain did you ever stop
Penney lee, oh Penney lee why don’t you take a walk with me to the place in the dark where the music plays it’s just the start
I can hear the pressure i can see the pain i can smell the blood as it trickles down the drain its night
I’m trying to move on one moment I’m fine then in the next I’m on the floor in a ball crying out your name
I miss your looks, I miss your kiss, i miss your touch, and all the rest you don’t know,
it has been 12 days in your absenc… but what is a day anyways? 24 hours, broken up into minutes and second
I can hear the pressure I can see the pain I can smell the blodod and it trickles down the drain it’s night
Bubbie can you hear me? my screams because of you oh my brother don’t you see the hell you put me through do you feel the tears
the tears fall like the rain that… and I hope it hurts and I know It… and now I just sit in silence no music can block the things that run through my head
such a delicate flower she’s the one in the sun she thinks the worst of herself but this girl oh this one