It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets

I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure

I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy

Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss

I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours

Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing

How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change

Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you

Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all

Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom