(2015)
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
