Dealing
I’ve always accepted my own pain
Dealt with it alone
Never bothered anyone or complained
But to witness someone else doing the same thing I’ve been doing
Is the hardest thing I’ve had to do
I can’t even explain
The heartache I can see within him
The things he say without a word
Oh if he knew how I relate...
I deal all on my own with my demons
Never have I thought that anyone feels the same
Just like me he won’t tell no one
He won’t ask for help
He doesn’t even know with just a look I see all the pain he’s felt
How selfish have I been for so long to think that I’m the only one who’s been alone for so long
So afraid that no one gets the pain I’m feeling from the cards that life has dealt
I’ve always accepted my own pain
But now I see I’m not the only one who feels alone and is afraid
Scared to ask for help
Because everyone is judging if you show an ounce of weakness
They attack you for just feeling
I see his hurt and see myself
I want to help but just like me I know he won’t let me in cause it’s hard to trust when you’ve been beaten up by everyone you trusted
Who’s to say I won’t do it again
I get it and I know where he comes from
But i can’t stand by and just watch someone I love sit alone suffering
