It just hurts so much And I can not explain it No matter how deeply I write Sing Speak

Like flies to decay Like moths to flame Attractions are somewhat death def… Magnets to metal And light to dark

I am always one to be outside of t… As though I have hideous words ta… The smile shown is stained across… Alas, I, myself, am starting to b… I do not expect you to understand

I want to wrap my arms around you And weave my fingers through your… I want to caress your every crevic… And forget about my cares I want to wake up to your beautifu…

You’re just another blank face in… Like crowds of crowns are faceless… Buried beneath the fool’s golden w… Lies your hope of forgiveness As God is my witness

Sun dried skin Bruised and scarred lips Scratches that run down the sides… Lovely works and aching hips An old, water-stained photograph s…

You know I can’t be happy And you know why I hate dragging you down like this Because I want you to be happy And I just can’t be

I found beauty In their screams I found love along the dark path I found singing In their screaming

I used to stare up at the ceiling… And watch the city lights burn lik… Cars would send patterns floating… As well as envelope sounds through… When I would stare up at the ceil…

Is this love, or is this obsession Is it just me Or is this a confession This is life, teaching me a lesson I’ve missed too many days, but now…

You. Are. Not. A. Fucking. Whale. You. Are. You. And. You. Are. Fucking. Beautiful. Seriously I’m not even kidding or being nice right now. You have a weight problem, as I do as well....

Can you do it? Can you hold your head high? Can you lift up your hands and tou… Feel it, live it Take it all in

The notes stapled to your back Are almost as painful as the words… So close but yet so far Don’t try to mend They will seek to find out where y…

I used to day dream all the time Of dying In place of someone else Because maybe Just maybe