I’m sorry, but i can’t love you yet;
For when I look at you,
My mind morphs into hollowness;
I’m sorry, I can’t love you yet.
I really want to;
But all you are right now,
Is a faceless void,
Empty eyes and broken dreams.
I’m sorry, I know it isn’t fair
I’m sorry,
Because if i had to love again,
It really would be you.
I know a hundred times in my head.
I’m sorry, my not-yet lover.
I’m sorry, I couldn’t love you.