I woke up feeling a heavy weight i… almost like a thick wool knot inte… I got up and sat down and tried to… —visualizing it releasing.— I am holding on tight to something…
The wave of darkness is coming It’s strong this time Pulsating through my veins I feel pain It crashes into my skull
Prologue - (I kept walking, with my eyes glue… The sun hit my eyelids and rays of… Something was trying to escape.—— Moonlight– moon lit meadows,
I couldn’t imagine, what life could’ve been if I would be able to experience your grin. Taking my time,
I take it to heart but, you don’t… Diamonds on the rocks, and whisky… I feel the cool draft of the cold… I take it to heart but, you just d… For only a moment, just a moment t…
Grief is like a bubble, It is a memory you cannot escape from. The moment you close, and open you… I close my eyes and I dance with…
She was smart, and had a keen memo… He was deep, and did not lack a se… He had humour, and charm. She had organization, he had chaos… She had a strength in her speech,…
If you knew the truth would you ac… If you heard the lies would you wa… If I spoke louder, with more asse… would you respect me with peaceful… Are you here for the orders,
I always feel pressure It starts in my head Pushes it’s way out Through my chest This beating heart
Its wrestling with an emotion unhe… A guilt that has been burned up, transferred up and stirred up. An abandonment to an unknown promi… So loyalty turns into the memory–…
6 years ago 6 years ago 6 year ago… how would you ever know. It honestly feels like time never… stuck in the past and it really sh… Honestly, you’ll never know.
Something was meant to be, A story was meant to be told. Relationships were meant to blosso… a life path was made to unfold. I disrupted fate,
Shifted timelines today. Saw a path unravel before my very eyes. You couldn’t see it yet. It wasn’t anything -
It’s the most perfect day. Blue skies, it’s hot– I’m by the… Got nothing I really have to do b… Finally peace and quiet. But, I am absolutely exhausted.
I can’t even look at the time or t… because as the days go on the furt… What could I have done, different… Could I have been different? Was it inevitable?
