#AmericanWriters #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
this woman keeps phoning me even though I tell her I am livin… I love. I keep hearing noises in the envir… she phones,
I was shacked with a 24 year old girl from New York City for two weeks—about the time of the garbage
she cut my toenails the night befo… and in the morning she said, “I th… just lay here all day.” which meant she wasn’t going to wo… she was at my apartment—which mean…
“what?” they say, “you got a computer?” it’s like I have sold out to the enemy. I had no idea so many
she was a short one getting fat and she had once been beautiful and she drank the wine she drank the wine in bed and
terrible arguments. and, at last, lying peacefully on her large bed which is spread in red with cool patterns o…
He hinted at times that I was a bastard and I told him to listen to Brahms, and I told him to learn to paint and drink and not be dominated by women and dollars but he screamed at me, F...
I’m not going to die easy; I’ve sat on your suicide beds in some of the worst holes in America,
here comes the fishhead singing here comes the baked potato in dra… here comes nothing to do all day l… here comes another night of no sle… here comes the phone ringing the w…
I read a book about John Dos Pas… the book once radical—communist John ended up in the Hollywood Hi… and reading the Wall Street Journal
which reminds me I shacked with Jane for 7 years she was a drunk I loved her my parents hated her
she undressed in front of me keeping her pussy to the front while I lay in bed with a bottle o… beer. where’d you get that wart on
there he is: not too many hangovers not too many fights with women not too many flat tires never a thought of suicide
Meanwhile, things went on. I had a long run of luck at the racetrack. I began to feel confident out there. You went for a certain profit each day, somewhere between 15 and 40 bucks. You...
got out, fellow said, “hey!” walke… me, we shook hands, he slipped me… tickets for free car washes, “find… told him, walked on through to wai… area with wife, we sat on outside…