Mevak Words

im alone

im alone
not the alone type that dont have people to do homework with
not the type where i dont have anyone to hang out with
not that type where i sit alone in a corner while im in class
actually people might thing I’m the less alone in my school
teachers love me
students love me
the thing is
is out there anybody who loves **me**,and not the false idea i created to make everyone love me?
is out there someone who actually wants to know me?
someone who would hug me with the precious love?
someone that i could read my poems to?
someone i just could be with, not doing anything
the worst part is there is
there is people who would kill to have that job
there is actually someone who is hired for it
but i don’t think there is really that someone
maybe im asking for too much
maybe my conditions aren’t realistic
or maybe people don’t try enough
maybe i dont try enough
at the end of the day im alone
nobody fully loves me
maybe it is because i dont even know who i am
i dont even have a concept of myself
so whats the point of asking for someone
someone who loves me
when that me doesn’t even exist.
 
-14 february 2023, 10:07 pm

english poem, a little bit of my soul <3

#Alone #Poem #Sad

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