(2014)
I grew up in a house built in 1937 long before codes and regulations and sometimes
I spend my nights wishing on every star in the sky that you are alive and well
To put it simply each beat of your heart is a gift that I receive with the anticipation of a child at christmas
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back
I’ve always been at the very least a little caught up on everything about you This idea of you
I awoke in the dark next to you and more alone than ever I was amazed to hear your heart beating from
Everyday I lived out a song written just for you But you could
Loving you was never sweet like the taste of vanilla the way I thought it was supposed to be It was more like
Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world
Just when I get back on my feet you pass on by and I lose my footing Again
It must be a wednesday or a friday or any day at all for I am painfully aware of the wo… that consumes me
Forever seems like so long until I think of all the times spent waiting
There is a girl and I love her and I have loved her since the beg… Or so it seems to me as I only became conscious
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
I would write a sweet poem and title it with your name if I loved you at all
