(2001)
A Poem I wrote while in the military because my boyfriend at the time was telling me that if I didn't come home soon he wasn't going to wait for me anymore because it was too hard.
It’s a mystery to me How one person can be So different day to day You hardly know what to say It’s hard when you love someone
It all began With an end But now I know There is no end To love
Is this reality Or am I in a dream It’s a nightmare But if I’m awake Why can’t I scream?
For this I see You have forsaken me Left me out in the cold Left me all alone No where to run
Life is a game It is filled with fearless compone… And fragile hearts Eyes that can see past forever Into eternity
Time never meant so much When the time I spend is with you I don’t care where we are or what… But every second we are apart is s… Tell me that you feel the way I a…
Everything is lost but some things… You can hold on, you can keep it a… But nobody will win When the trust is gone and you can… When you are all alone and tears f…
My dreams are scattered along the… You remind me time and time again The reason that I am alive The reason that I thrive I love you
Tears fill up my eyes Alone I cry In the company of others I try and hide my fears The fear that you are really gone
I try to stop myself I try to keep my cool But no matter what I do I know I am falling for you Maybe it’s not right
I am falling in love with you When you look at me the way you do When you smile that smile I know that it’s true And no matter what I do
My heart was once half full But now is half empty Hollow as a log I’m lost in a dense autumn fog I’m lost and I can not find
Fear What is fear? Fear you can not understand What you can not understand you fe… Life
What happened to our love? Did you give it all away? Did you think that I would be bac… Was your heart torn in two? When I told you we were through
My life What meaning does it have? Now that my freedom is lost I stand here a slave My all I gave