Being nice is everything, nothing matters if that isn’t happening, all the gold and the knowledge of old, the beauty of youth and what the creations behold, are in vain if pain is caused unjustly, outer beauty means nothing if inside it is ugly, this body isn’t ours, it’s subject to the hours, the skin might resemble an ancient stem but inside you’ll find flowers, why do you hurt with your intentions? Is there no form of prevention? Where did we find all of this tension? Like this there’s no acension, do you not see where you’re heading? This coffin will soon be your bedding, no one escaped hell and snuck into heaven, what must be will be like 5,6 and 7, spare your brethren, don’t ignore the truth i’m telling, your breath smells of mint but your heart is smelling, everytime you hurt a soul it’s your own that you’re selling, and the devil is cheap he’ll certainly get his bargain, i gave you all that space yet into mine you are barging, maybe it’s time i reinforced the defences, it seems because i love you i’ve been defenceless, and you’re just relentless, everytime you attack you just walk through the entrance, you strike with fury and vengeance, what does it mean, your heart is so unclean, to hurt me you are keen, you’re hitting below but living above, i don’t want your political love, i’m not into it love, After a lifetime of living imprisoned by fear, i woke up by living in an actual prison in fear, i faced the demon i guess, the demon in mind and chest, helping you, made me realise i need helping too, so thank you, for being someone i can be of help to, how many faces have i seen from them, am i foolish or desperate for a friend? This loneliness chokes, no one to speak to and tell jokes, this life is temporary what a surprise, soon we will all meet our demise, numbers on the calendar that pass automatically, i dont see it as a tragedy its actually more like a fantasy, a bit like insanity how lifetimes have passed, times that felt like forever are now in the past, caught between worlds feeling alienated, don’t let anyone degrade you not even for love, because you’ll break the heart of those guarding from above, at that point they can’t help because it’s you who’s the culprit, so please for the love of God stop it, i want to love you tomorrow more than today, and the next day the same, even though today’s love for you i can’t contain, the increase in my love for you i want to be infinite, if there is a gap i want to fill it, did you learn how to walk and talk and run? Did you learn how to not stare directly at the sun? Or were you forced to change? They say what’s the difference if the result is the same? Big ifs and small whys, life gets shorter under tall skies, glad to earn but learning seems wrong, did i get used to the pain or learn to be strong? You are a universe in human disguise, the wind in your voice and the stars in your eyes, your hair is earth and tears are seas, your thoughts are the birth of galaxies, my chastity is intertwined with dignity, it’s not just intimacy, we’re playing with infinity, i want to ensure i can love you infinitely, the devil comes as god in disguise, negative thoughts are the devil’s lies, i practised self hate, for days upon days, did i master it just to become a slave?
This probably isn’t the final version