(2011)
spinning down falling inside gasping for air grasping for the sides strainging to see
Forgiveness is all I ask from you and from myself big mistakes are my forté but they keep happening, day by da… This life is a wasteland
I wish I could take your sleeples… and trade them in for a lullaby and all the stupid, pointless figh… every insult slung, every tear you… you know you’re lucky
I’m so sick sick and tired of being told how to act, what to do, how to dre… I’m gonna be me
Some things in life, need not expl… If it feels right, just do it, no… Id lie in your bed on the days its… Just for the sense of joy I’m att… Some things in life, need no expla…
The rains falls down on a world dull and damp any joy does now drown by the dim of my lamp the streets glisten with moisture
the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?
The question is, who am I? I no longer know this mind I wish to be who I was Not what I’ve become mirror, mirror
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
gripping grasping choking dying painful beautiful all one in the same creep up on me
I wont be forced to choose you cannot pick who I can love you’re supposed to be my friend news flash, you’re not my only cho…
Im sick of your lies all the fake smiles Ill forever figure out the truth beneath your skin you cheated me and my friends
I write what I know and what I know is what i see so what you would know if you could really see? We all look and glance
I want to tell you everything but the words dont leave my mouth I want to give you everything but Im afraid Im fresh out I know that its perfect
Breath me in, just swallow me whol… consume my life and possess my sou… Keeping quiet, my grounded feet Cant sweep away, when all’s kept n… I saw you smile and I saw you cry