Living in a bubble An escape from reality Hidden a memory of the past How life used to be Before I knew me

Anger fills inside me Burning last night’s scars I lose control I let the anger take hold of me I hit the wall

My tears fall freely Following the scars I seem to fin… Though you can’t You know they’re there. Hidden by a jumper

I feel the panic rising an urge I can’t control. I feel the need consume me a fear I can’t break free. I feel your gentle fingers

I close my eyes and I hear your voice. A whisper in the dark drowning me in pain. I look up at you

Heart pounding Palms sweating Blood pumping Mind racing Ears ringing

Second guessing Second story Second secret Second promise. Second word

I feel sick Headless Spinning round And Round

I hate to disappoint But lately it’s all I do I haven’t put my cloths away I haven’t done my work Oh no it’s overdue

Heart pounding Palms sweating Blood pumping Mind racing Ears ringing

My body is crying It’s screaming your name Screaming out for help Screaming to be saved The tears dry up

My heart beats fast, Steady and strong, I hear yours beating too. The life you live, The love you give,

My life was happy and pure It seems a distant memory A lifetime away A lifetime of fear The pain I fear will never go

I hate myself I hate my life. I hate who I’ve become I hate what I must do. I hate the world