I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…