I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John