I work a boring forty hours five days of a misery unknown, each day I plan my suicide to be carried out when weekend com… then as I clock-out on friday even…

from the bottom of your glass you see a different dimension time doesn’t sway your eye or friends that need attention you’re holding secret mass

Its strange how the years can stea… How perceptions change and alter w… When we first met you were the mos… Now you radiate bitterness and clo… Its odd the way people change even…

Those shadows haunt you pearl handled pins prick, the darkest scum around your heart that petulant spot where demons wa… speckled light from a broken chand…

I saw you last night, just as you… that last time we met, everything of you the same me, I was now but back there then, all that emotion, all that pain an…

you weave despair like a fine thre… you’re a tailor with skills unknow… and it seems my ego is your thimbl… my back is also your pin cushions… I feel i’m treated like a commodit…

I used to think that faith was what held love and that even though hidden from m… it would grant me one day its shin… but the darkness of indifference

With a snoring dog upon my lap I sit and reminisce of things gone… Of how my life has swapped and cha… And how my love has peaked and wan… Of how my youth has died and lived

hold me stale my brain blows foul gale I need some assistance to fuel me steady pour me something

I’m not sure if its a warmth I ca… or if the energy in this house has… the universe lactates into this ro… a web of abject mental cruelty foa… I feel crushed by present events