Despair, por Liliane

Despair

Today I feel like i am falling off a Cliff

only to meet the hard,

cold floor of my bathroom

I cry for help

I scream silently

No one hears me

As my voice dies inside of me

A whirlwind of social convention swallows me,

Forcing me to smile.

It’s the darkest night I have ever witnessed The Moon reflects on the river In a luminescent wave Here I am

Pain radiates from my shoulders As I am carrying the whole world I imagine others hurting Like it could ease my pain But it won’t ever go away

I stare at the mirror All I see is a Monster When have I started to become This horrifying wraith? Like Dorian Gray

What a beautiful rose in my garden I look at her And I remember Only her Can keep my secrets forever

Everyday I worry I dread this coming month, September The milestone of our life The day our fate will be known

Memories are gone I thought I’d feel relieved But there is a void in my heart A weight in my chest I thought forgetting you would hea…

I’m flying Lighter than air Swirling with autumn leaves Golden brown, Yellow,

When I look at his eyes I get a glimpse of his soul Bright, Only a gleam of sun makes them spa… Of a beautiful green,

Incredible is my mother She is kind like no other A pure Angel is nothing compared… Beautiful and fraich as dew, Enchantress

Anxiety is dancing in my mind In a loud trance My fears Are rushing into my head How can I ever stop them?

A witch he thinks I am That a spell I’ve cast on him Through the delicous taste Of what I baked,

This evening I look at the Sky I see a burst of magnificent colou… And I realize there’s something I Had not seen…

Words are slipping away From my lips Flooded with emotion I am As the mirage finally came to life

No direction No certainty Only questions I Wonder what will come next My thoughts are fidgeting all arou…

The Lily of the Valley Blossoms beautifully Its fragance is light and fresh But poison runs through its veins, A dark side it surely hides