I couldn’t keep going on this never ending train.
Trying to handle so much was driving me insane.
I didn’t know what to do so did what I thought I needed.
And I was called disgusting and that she was conceded.
I didn’t want to hurt her and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
But a loss of connection had begun to start.
I probably went about it wrong and could’ve handled it better.
Rather than a good bye kiss and a little letter.
But the idea was given to me and I didn’t know what to do.
I seem to never know what to do when it comes to you.
But I didn’t mean to upset you and I truly mean this.
That when I fix myself that it will be you that I miss.
But I wont ask for you back because I know I had done you wrong.
I am sorry that I had fought for you for so long.