The love given is never seen but appreciated by the way it makes her feel. I try to do my best to make her happy. Spoil her when I’m able. Hold her when she’s upset. Let her cool off when she’s mad. Make her smile when she is trying to be in a bad mood. And make her laugh when she doesn’t know what else to do. I tell her she is beautiful every single day I can. I don’t do all these things for no reason. I do them because its what she deserves. I feel like shit when I do not respect her enough as a lady. And that is what I lack. I’m not perfect and I wish I were better to her than I am. I don’t put more effort in to working things out or communicating like I should.  I pressure her into things that are bigger than the both of us.  I ask too much of her on a daily basis. And try to grab her attention when it should be focused on other things. But I try every single day to improve. To fix the way I am so we can be a better couple. To have a healthy relationship. And most of all to be able to keep the love of my life happy. Although there has been much doubt in our relation ship by all.  Family doubting the other. Friends no approving of each other.  Getting ourselves into trouble but just wanting to see each other and not caring the cost of the consequences . I guess you could say we are pretty normal teen agers. But although young and not exactly knowing where we wish to go in life. Or where we even exactly want to go. We have always been there. When one is going through a rough time with family or upset over not getting to do something. She is the love of my life. The person I thought I would never see enter my life. She is a gift from god and an angel to guide me in the right direction in this life. And I will be faithful to her into the next and for eternity.