(2015)
I had 1st person view a little while back of how a heroin addicts feels and what they go through. So if anyone feels the urge to do this drug i advise you to not. because if you do you will end up like the guy i learned what it's like from.
I am cut up shredded and worn. Upset dragged around and torn. I am starting to get tired of this… Oh that guy the poet.....some name… I am tired of being there for ever…
I stretch out wide seeing fire ris… So much pain to the absolute highe… Wishing for a sign of hope and fai… I will be broken and finished by t… I mend broken memories together wi…
I don’t know if I can see you ton… I guess I need to find the time t… I wish I could baby I really do. To be able to make this love renew… I miss you so much i’m losing my m…
She drives me insane. and leaving nothing but a stain. She’s wonderful full of surprises. And carries lots of disguises. She loves to call me honey.
All things take time. Time that some do not have. And not ever will. Sometimes the time given is not enough for what you wish to see achieved. Some people fight for it their entire life...
Feeling these girls presence follo… Showing who i am with a fight and… Drinking my scotch from the bottle… No more bull shit not another lett… Just happy to have finally been in…
I hate this im always drained and… Sweating my heads hurting from the… Burning my back to get no where bu… just wishing i could move forward. And i never like to admit that my…
On Thursday we started fighting. The day was full of thunder and li… Fighting back and forth. Me left wondering what was worth. To keep and to let go.
I have her present waiting for her… It sits waiting on my brown dresse… Hopefully soon we will get to meet… Sit down and talk with a coffee cu… As I remember she doesn’t care fo…
I only have a smile when I am nea… When I see those eyes so beautifu… I love it when you pull on my hair… On those sweet lips that I adore… You have taken my heart places it…
Boy what a hell of a past few days… I found out how much love truly pa… Am I sorry for the pain I caused?… But those 10 hours was the happies… I promise someday I will make it…
Shh now now don’t you cry. I am here to sing you a lullaby. Sweet sweet child down below. Go to sleep and let your mind and… Don’t you worry its just another n…
3 years? I know can wait. I believe this love is fate. I don’t care what i have to go thr… Or what i must do. My love just keeps getting stronge…
Why do you not talk. Im just about to walk. Your starting to worry me. Im getting a headache to a T. I never so you anymore.
I always find myself lost in an ab… Around things I want and things I… I don’t know what to do with all o… Maybe just help me with just one m… I keep wondering if you are alrigh…