(2014)
Beside you I am At peace Our love A connection
You might know her As blonde eyes Or as the sister who bakes cookies But you see I don’t write this
Pretty and dainty Rich girl feet Meant to be Beside the pool They don’t like to work
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
Antisocial tendencies Amplified by sickness I can people watch Yet I can’t people talk I am lonely
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
Clinical smells Polite strangers The only thing worse Than being here Is to not be able
¿Te fue mal el día? Me va mal también a mi Dos vidas entretejidas Irrevocablemente Te cargo a ti encima
Well-intentioned stranger Eyeing me limp through HEB Why would you ask If I stepped on a nail? How do you know
Turkey and dressing Loud and overwhelming Opinions and food fly Green bean casserole Too much laughter
How do you measure pain? All is relative and personal Even with one’s own self It is impossible to compare As memory distorts pain
The E’s squeak by The I’s are too excited The U’s come after Q But the A’s and the O’s They flow
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
I love to hear poetry read Rather than performed I love to hear each word Appreciated Rather than memorized
Why can’t I choose to be somewhere in the middle? Surrounded by extremes Measure everything With a grain of salt