(2015)
I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
Don’t talk down to me I am not a child! Even children Deserve respect
I am a consumer Female Twenties I buy Cheap clothes and lattes
Well-intentioned stranger Eyeing me limp through HEB Why would you ask If I stepped on a nail? How do you know
If I was in a beauty pageant My talent would be 'Lefty who writes upside-down’ Beside the contestant Who burps her ABC’s
My poems are short Written at night In my head I wake at dawn Shake my memory
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
Would I rather be A younger me? More productive Stronger Would i have to give up
I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench
Are you ever tired Of just being you? Did you ever Want to be Someone new?
Strong hands Hold me down To the bed I say to them I have to go
If you find someone That can do it Better than you Get them on your team
Didn’t they know that people cared? That they were loved? Why didn’t someone tell them?
I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no
Pretty and dainty Rich girl feet Meant to be Beside the pool They don’t like to work