In my dream, I am cutting the lawn at my grandfather’s house.

her mother was Japanese and her father an American stationed at the Futenma air station

Leeza dances drunkenly near the ed… Death is two inches away. I see her tumbling end over end a broken screaming windmill.

I see dead bodies rising up as if under some mystical persuasion, bodies going home,

is stretched across the sky dove white against stark blue. down here people move around. they are busy and do not look

It is really getting to me. Everyone is talking about death. I heard an old friend died

near the end Dashiell Hammett was a hermit, his house was a mess, falling apart, and Lillian Hellma… had to take care of him.

nothing here. sky a lint colored marmalade. outside a man in a blue tee shirt

The musician hated fame, the thought of it made him sick. Bob Dylan wanted to cut

It was Andrei Tarkovsky who said the artist feeds on his childhood his entire life.

In school they taught us things not compatible with the real world. It is said

sitting here very quietly listening to the world. the rhythm… thump of a drain drop repeated fro… far off a car laboring to reach di… the beat of a bass

It was the liver and the lungs. He had no idea how long the mundane and predictable episode would last…

Osamu Dazai committed suicide with his beautician mistress in 19… The lovers drowned themselves in the cherry tree-lined Tamagawa…

reading the news he discovers the boys at NASA are using something called