The tunnel is dark
My walls are up, my spirit is broken I never thought I would feel this way again.
I’ve lost who I am I’ve been defeated in life I would love to find the person I was back then.
But I feel this time he is lost cause why put my walls down and why let people back in.
All it does hurt all the pain inside where has my smile gone.
It went so fast in the blink of an eye it’s all slipping away it just all feels wrong.
I miss my life I feel lonely, lonelier than I ever managed I could feel.
Maybe one day I’ll be able to put this all behind me and let my heart heal.
I just don’t see the light at the end of this tunnel maybe I should just stay in the dark. Stay where can’t be found.
All this static in my head is like people leaving me with a violent sound.
I’m not a perfect man but I am a good man and deserve to have a smile.
Where did all go wrong thought this time around it be different maybe it’s me maybe I need to disappear for a while.
